Denial

I'm starting to wonder if I am just in denial. I got told today that lately I seem to be depressed. Well you know 2005 was just such a stellar year. It's hard to remain positive when it seems like everything that could go wrong has. I won't deny that I have been more withdrawn lately but I have a reason for that. So maybe I am depressed. I just don't want to admit to it. See I am in denial. I could be denying that anything is wrong but then I'd be lying. I just need to find a way to cope with it all and regain some of that balance. Get back to the person I used to be. Easier said then done though. Where do I even start? I guess step 1 is admitting *lol*